IM SORRY!

im soooo sorry
to all of u who are still in it
im a failure and a quitter
best of luck!
tayyy


Anonymousmia: Heeey aswell. Been MIA for a few days, obviously have been having a hard time and b/p'ing caught up with me again. Fuck sake. lol. Duno why I put lol cuz I ent laffin but you gota laff otherwise you'd just go crazy. Anyway, I'm rambling. I'm obviously out to, not sure who is left now, every1 seems to have trailed off, might don another one soon though as 2 weeks was still well good xx

I'm out too :( not because I binged but cos I didn't stick to the +/-30, I fasted for 3 days last week and i haven't eaten in the last 3 days so yeah. I didn't eat enough to continue on the ABC. ironic eh?
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Weigh in/Sat 23rd 250cals

I'm down to 103.6, so thats another 1.6lbs down. How did you all do?
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Fri 22nd - 350 cals

Another good day!! 350 gives plenty of options :-) lol. No need to say good luck cuz you guys are awesome and don't need it!! Another short person thinspo, (I can't get enough lol). . .Eva Longoria! Obviously not when she gained for Desperate Housewives, but how she is normally, tiny and petite!!xx

Guys - I may have to drop out of the ABC :(. Any support would be much appreciated.
I don't know if any of you have seen my post, but I'm now 2.5lbs away from being pulled out of uni and that absolutely cannot cannot cannot happen. So, my new plan is to get to 101 and then try and maintain, I'll do my best to maintain within the limits of the ABC but if I'm above/below on a certain day that will have to do because I cannot risk being pulled out. I love it too much.
intake - jelly - 16, oaty bar- 25, salad - 80, ginger sponge pudding w/o custard - 200 = 321 which gives my a bit of leeway for the pudding being more than im anticipating
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Thurs 21st - 400cals

this shouldn't be too difficult at all, I'm fasting today cos I really don't want to eat that much. 400cals is just too scary for me. Good luck to the rest of you!
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Weds 20th - 200cals

200 today, should be a breeze. I'm back on track to, no desire to b/p again now and. . . .I weighed myself this morn (thought I'd gain for sure, especially cuz I had a lot of salt!). . .I'm still 106.6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D !!! its a sign!! to continue on with this!! I had training 2hrs last night and am going swimming for an hour and half now, and am going gym later for an hour and half.

Thank you for still doing this and not messing up gals!! it's spurring me on (as is my weight loss lol) thinspo from some real girls, chose this today as there thighs don't touch. . .love that!! xx

bumblebee - I've had just over 200 cals, done 200cals in the gym, 8km cycling, 200 crunches and will do 2 hours of karate later. I'm not eating anything else today, I prefer to eat earlier in the day or I feel like the food goes straight to weight overnight. No evidence for that, its just how i feel. Also, I know its not a weigh in day today, but I weigh everyday and I'm down to 104.8 so YAY!! Thats GW1!
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Weigh in/tues 19th - 150cals

3rd weigh in today, how did you all do? I am down to 105.2 so thats a loss of 1.6lbs since saturday. I'm absolutely ecstatic!
150 cals today, shouldn't be too bad.
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(my intake for the day - 1 salad with a tbsp of couscous and pasta ~150, I also cycled 8km, burnt 200cals in the gym and did 200 crunches)

Anonymousmia: Heya! I'm now 106.6 so that's 1.4lbs since sat :-) also happy! congrats bumblebee! and yeah, will post later with my intake in a comment xx


Lifes@Bitch- hey guys its LAB, i've lost 2 lbs since saturday, or like 2ish lbs, i dont have a digi scale, so 2ish lbs. today wont be SOOO bad. im so proud we all made it to the 11th day, like anon i'll post my intake later=)
stay strong ladies

I'm out

Well guess that makes me a big FAT failure then, doesn't it?
Last tuesday I took an overdose. Obviously, I failed at that as well.

I am now facing being kicked off of my course.
I have no friends.
I am totally alone.

I hope you can all succeed where I am too weak to do so.

Love, Ghost